friday madness....

That's it for today .. another day completely wasted .. and I'm on my way home ..
Somehow I felt empty .. the reason?
i really dont know...
lately i usually feel this way.

hmmm...

a friend advised me that
Without emptiness, there will be no space to be filled ..
and happiness is a decision...

so I decided to be happy...
but why i feel hollow inside?

argh!!!..
before i end up crazy...
better stop this and sleep...

SACRIFICE...

Love changed me,
The way I think,
The way I act,
The way I decide
And sometimes
I even go against
My own principles
And beliefs in life
Love doesn’t
Always mean
I will be happy
Sometimes all it
Provides me is
Pain and misery
Yet I was blinded by
Strong emotions that
I failed to see reality
Sometimes letting go
Is the answer
And it hurts like hell
But soon I will realize
That it’s better to see
The person I love
To be happy
With someone else than
Lonely with me

It’s called

SACRIFICE!

I Want...

i want to love yet lately i dont have any idea how its done anymore
i want to care yet i remain so cold with people who need caring
i want to feel yet the numbness which is my only refuge is so strong
i want to know the reasons why the truth scares me these days
i want to cry yet the tears are holding on and dont want to be exposed
i want to give my life to someone special but who's that person?
i want to save others from their suffering but my pains is making me blind
i want to want forgive those people who hurted me before but the pain keeps coming back
i want to find the answers to my never ending questions
i want You because i think you are the answer from all these things
i need You as i need air to breath and water for my thirst...

you are my air,
my water,
my food
and my soul
you are everything to me
thats why


I WANT YOU!
I NEED YOU!

Do you ever wonder...?

...why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?
...why women can’t put on mascara with their mouth closed?
...why you don’t ever see the headline “Psychic Wins Lottery”?
...why “abbreviated” is such a long word?
...why doctors call what they do “practice”?
...why lemon juice is made with artificial flavor, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons?
...why there isn’t mouse-flavored cat food?
...who tastes dog food when it has a “new & improved” flavor?
...why Noah didn’t swat those two mosquitoes?
...why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?
...if con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?
...why they call the airport “the terminal” if flying is so safe?

single?

I am cursed, cursed! I don’t know maybe I have something that is jinxed… I’ve been so down lately for no specific reason at all. I miss my friends, changes in company’s position (again) and Christmas is near - these are some of the things that are bothering me.

Christmas is near, we all should go out and be good, be merry, do fun activities and stuffs like that with your family, friends and special someone. I have my family and friends but again... there's no one i can call my special someone... again...

I wish my friends and family spare me from asking too much question about my love life... there's nothing wrong with me... there's nothing wrong being single... my life will not end if i dont have a love life.

geez....

geez, my dog (wangbu) is missing, for several days already....
havent seen him for 1 week or so....
san na kaya sya...
huhuuhu...
wangbu is the name of my dog...
tsk tsk...
and he's been with us for more than 7 years already...
sigh...
hope they find wangbu...

life....

been thinking... was it already over a year that have passed after i sat at PICC plenary hall? geezzz.... crazzzyyy...

dami nang nangyari sa buhay ko after i graduated... dami nang nagbago.. dami na ding nadagdag... but i still feel some emptyness in me.. and i cant really describe what it is... hmm maybe i just miss my friends... haha... i have ana and dona (FYI; they're my college friends and my office mates here!) to back me up... and i still see some of my friends during free time...

I cant say if i like my status now... nyway, its too early to say... to early to know and i dont know what tomorrow brings to me... but as of now... im happy...

im happy bec. i have work.
bec. i have friends
---
buzzz...
have to stop being sentimental again..
haha
back to work

jeff... gising

huy

gising...

love?

True love?
Can you define it?
Can you show it to me?
Can you help me feel it?
I have been in love with you
since forever and yet…
what this feeling inside of me…
what this feeling I can understand…
I am hurting
I am in pain
Is this love?
Is this how love should feel?
Sweet, they say should love feels when you’re in love
And feels like you are in heaven, dancing in the clouds!
Have you been in love?
Have you been in love?
Can you help me find my love?
Can you show me what love is?
How it feels, breath, and play?
Can you? Can you be my love?
I am hurting and I am in pain
I am lost and I really don’t know what to do
Are you here to help me?
Are you here to love me?
Forever?

10 things i hate about u

10 things i hate about u (from the movie)

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big, dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even once, not even a little bit, not even at all

- love it -

JOLOGRAPHY

Jolog peepz, unite! Hehehe! Basahin niyo ito, guys! Tawa ako ng tawa nung nabasa ko ito! Pwede niyo rin gamitin ito sa everyday conversations... huwag lang with your English teacher/prof... Hehehe! :)

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