new dilemma....

I just transferred to another position from being a senior copy writer to jr. Copy writer and for this week i only finished 1 work a fucked up 1000 ad lines. Actually all i have to do is to edit at least 700 lines from the 1000 lines that the system produces… geesh… easier said than done… it was a lot harder than doing 1800 words home page content for our client’s websites (this is what i do when i was still a senior copy writer). My head hurts, my nape is aching and i feel i am more burn out than previous weeks. I hate the system that we use. It was much easier when we were doing it in excel.

This is not my forte. Me a copy writer… good luck!!!

Compare to other colleague here… i know that i am not as good as them… on the first place this is not my forte, this is not my thing!!!

but this is my work...
so i have to stay focusd....


japOy...

WAKE UP!!!

Series of unfortunate events since yesterday!!!!

1. I was hoping to finish at least one ticket yesterday…. sad, i just finished 550 lines out of 700… have to finish my cw1 and cw2 tix today… and start a new one…
2. I was hoping to see someone… kaso di natuloy…
3. Since di natuloy ung lakad ko kahapon, I was planning to go to the mall and buy some stuffs sana kaso I was too tired and hungry so I decided to go home early.
4. Late nako nakatulog coz, nanonood pa sila ng TV…
5. Mas late nako naka2log kasi katxt ko sya…
6. nagising ako ng 3 am dahil wala lang… at di nako nakatulog till 5 in the morning….
7. di ako nakakain ng break fast kanina…
8. If those are not enough… eto pa… bad hair day!!! Haha
9. walang masakyan…
10. While waiting for my ride I remembered that i left my fcking wallet so I have to go back home to get it…
11. I already locked the doors when i remembered that i left my lunch inside (kaya ayaw ko ng nagmamadali e….)
12. I hate the bus na nasakyan ko… ang baho at ang dumi… kasunod lang naming ung favorite bus (number 11) ko… i decided to ride the bus kasi malalate nako!
13. Traffic (lagi naman!)
14. Im LATE!!!!

Haaaayyyyy……

Being happy is a decision… ill try my best to be fcking happy today!!!
at least to smile and not to harm any of my officemates.. haha
Damet!!!

My TOday'S FOrecAst

"Take some time to analyze the situation at hand. Is there something you're missing? Sometimes if you take step back, you'll not only see the big picture, but you'll see the little tiny space that hasn't been filled yet."

-damet.... kelangan ba talagang magkatotoo to??? ok.. ok.. just like what happend before... haaayyyy... need some time alone again and to step back to see the bigger picture... maybe di naman talaga ako nagmamahal... maybe i am just missing someone... maybe... maybe...
ika nga sa kanta ng parokya...

"I take one step, away and i find myself coming back to you,my one and only,one and only you"

damn.. hope i wont fall again to the wrong person...

tanga ka???

Tanga ka ba???
o sadyang manhid ka lang?
di mo ba napapansin...
na hinahanap hanap na kita...
at kung minsan ay nagtatampururot ako na di ko malaman kung bakit?
di mo ba napapansin...
na tong taong to sayo'y may pagtingin...
dimo ba nadarama...
na unti unti si jepoy nahuhulog na...
sinabi nat wag mong subukan ako ay paibigin...
dahil tong taong to maraming takot pagdating sa pagibig...
di mo ba talaga nadarama...
o sadyang tanga ka nga?
kelangan ko pa bang sabihin kung sino ka...
o banggitin ang pangalan mo sinta???
sana iyong mapansin...
mga pasimple kong hirit...
at baon na pagtingin...
diko alam kung ano iniisip mo...
pero sana lahat ng nasabi moy totoo...
dahil umaasa si jepoy...
na sa huliy...
mapansin mo...
na
mahal
ka
nya!

life....

It has been a while since I last posted anything to this crap…(again!!!!)
Miss all the guys in the night shift… yah yah… I know you guys don’t miss me as much as I miss you… pero ok lang…
What new???
Aside from added wrinkles, active night life (been going out a lot every weekends, especially Fridays and Saturdays), bulkier wallet.. haha as if!...
What else?
A… I saw my best bud last, last week… anniversary ng kasal nila and birthday din ng wife nya… im really thankful that I saw him again… tho’ I know I have certain issues I cant tell him… I know that someday… there is someone who can accept me for being who I really am… yoko pa nga
sanaumalis non… kaso may pasok kinabukasan…
Cheng told me that she still love me…
And I told her that I still have some feelings for her..
Tho’ we know it isn’t possible anymore for us to be together… coz she is already married to his guy…
Sigh…
If I can only turn back the hands of time…
I should’ve been happily married now…
Or enjoying some time with her…
I still keep her picture in my wallet…
The only picture in my wallet…
Thought I have already moved on…
Guess, I still have some feeling for her…
Anyway, that’s life…
And I know I fill find someone I can be with
And say “I do” for the rest of my life…

been a while...

its been a while since i last posted anything here...
miss those times too whenever i dont have anything to do in the office i just write somthing here in my blog and update the pics and stuffs like that...
but lately i was so caught up with my work...
gez' she who must not be named is already leaving the office...
better run now... wheez... hope i can post something here again...
ciao!!!!